warning: I'm having a bit of a bad day...
Right now I just want to scream
Right now I feel let down
Right now I feel robbed of the one thing that (in my opinion) matters most in life
Right now I'm finding it near impossible to sit across from my colleague who is having a baby in December
Right now I want to throw up when anyone in my office asks said colleague anything at all about her pregnancy
Right now I'm wondering why God is being so unfair
Right now I feel horrible that I could even think that God is unfair
Right now I'm finding it difficult to think about anything other than the pain that I feel right now
Right now I just want to crawl under the covers and cry - All day
Right now I'm letting the fear, anxiety and worry win
Right now I wish I had more Faith
Now that I got this out, I'm going to try to think positively for the rest of the day... starting RIGHT NOW!
Wish me luck and please send me your prayers.
I'm praying for strength and hope - I need it today.
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