tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post1793934985586157010..comments2023-05-10T03:44:12.972-04:00Comments on Two Hearts and One Dream: Colorado: Day 7... A Bad EndingAubrey http://www.blogger.com/profile/10268033706598268682noreply@blogger.comBlogger37125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-80388157066506512182013-07-18T10:00:37.935-04:002013-07-18T10:00:37.935-04:00I forgot that I DID actually read this report alre...I forgot that I DID actually read this report already! As I mentioned above, it really does take only one. Don't forget that. And if you're going to cycle again, you will have even more to work with. Praying for you!Amberhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16507432917936364757noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-44681344963385826222013-07-16T13:30:56.854-04:002013-07-16T13:30:56.854-04:00I am so sorry that your cycle did not end better. ...I am so sorry that your cycle did not end better. This sucks and I am disappointed for your and Nick. You guys are very tough, so I know that no matter what route you take from here you will make it through together. Hope to hear more about how you are doing. Thinking about you a lot! Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-67525613444878706222013-07-15T16:19:24.057-04:002013-07-15T16:19:24.057-04:00Oh I'm so sorry!! Stay strong, don't beat ...Oh I'm so sorry!! Stay strong, don't beat yourself up. Of all things you can control, you can't control your body or how it chooses to fail you time after time! But you can control how you handle it! Take some time to be upset of course. I'm glad you were able to freeze some! I know to well about only producing a few eggs. Ashleyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06447163069132663859noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-24910808879327606662013-07-14T22:51:31.491-04:002013-07-14T22:51:31.491-04:00Oh Aub! Work had me buried last week so I haven...Oh Aub! Work had me buried last week so I haven't been on blogs. I'm so disappointed and sad for you. I hated reading this and know how hard t must've been to hear that bad news. It sucks that you have to cycle it. It's not fair and I wish you didn't have to go through this my friend.Jessah @ Dreaming of Dimpleshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02945119397487785737noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-58265240304613559362013-07-14T11:26:32.748-04:002013-07-14T11:26:32.748-04:00I am sorry to hear that you only have 2! I think y...I am sorry to hear that you only have 2! I think you guys made a good decision to freeze them though! I wish you luck this next cycle!!!Stephaniehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07991605135348015789noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-60659979399197382512013-07-12T13:56:54.149-04:002013-07-12T13:56:54.149-04:00Oh Aubrey! My eyes are full of tears. I am so, so ...Oh Aubrey! My eyes are full of tears. I am so, so sorry. I love that you honestly stated that you feel like God let you down. Those words can be hard (but SO important) to say. Praying, praying, praying for a miracle...and for strength for you.Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15069220262683215373noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-88010690517538159452013-07-10T20:01:16.230-04:002013-07-10T20:01:16.230-04:00My heart is sad for you, I'm so sorry things d...My heart is sad for you, I'm so sorry things did not end up better :( That being said, God can work some crazy miracles, hang in there girl!Beckyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11703481094197544196noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-21033300512030030672013-07-09T08:50:14.926-04:002013-07-09T08:50:14.926-04:00My heart is aching for you. Praying that the last ...My heart is aching for you. Praying that the last egg matures and fertilizes. Praying that your second cycle starts quickly and results in more embies. Praying you and Nick are filled with peace and love. *BIG HUG*dspencehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03028178955338687090noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-30187803767400386122013-07-08T18:56:47.308-04:002013-07-08T18:56:47.308-04:00Dear Aubrey, I read your update on my iphone on Sa...Dear Aubrey, I read your update on my iphone on Saturday and was so excited for you, I waited to post until I got home to a regular computer but was so happy and peaceful knowing everything had gone well. Now I'm seeing this :( I am so sorry. I hope both your little ones make it to blasts and of course, I hope both are normal. Sorry for the big disappointment. Infertility really is a horrible roller coaster. <br /><br />On another note, I believe you made the right decision in trying again, like you said, you went to CCRM to give this your best shot and that's exactly what you are doing. I'll be following your next cycle hoping you have success. xokharinihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06760406074795967083noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-23794162056620077332013-07-08T18:07:59.209-04:002013-07-08T18:07:59.209-04:00:( I'm sending you and Nick some huge virtual ...:( I'm sending you and Nick some huge virtual hugs right now. I'm sorry you didn't get the news you wanted. I'm glad you guys chose to freeze and do another fresh cycle. Give it your all... stick with your gut. I wish I had some really great insight, advice, or words of wisdom, but I don't. I just want you to know that you are not alone. That you are doing the best you can. And, that I can relate to your feelings through this process. Hugs, girl Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01466958178910774154noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-55455728793870576002013-07-08T18:07:56.769-04:002013-07-08T18:07:56.769-04:00:( I'm sending you and Nick some huge virtual ...:( I'm sending you and Nick some huge virtual hugs right now. I'm sorry you didn't get the news you wanted. I'm glad you guys chose to freeze and do another fresh cycle. Give it your all... stick with your gut. I wish I had some really great insight, advice, or words of wisdom, but I don't. I just want you to know that you are not alone. That you are doing the best you can. And, that I can relate to your feelings through this process. Hugs, girl Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01466958178910774154noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-29669656478456477932013-07-08T17:17:22.695-04:002013-07-08T17:17:22.695-04:00There are no words... I'm just so, so sorry. ...There are no words... I'm just so, so sorry. All of this is incredibly unfair and I am so sorry you are going through it.Christenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06231218256712238474noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-71752305096235825892013-07-08T10:30:28.935-04:002013-07-08T10:30:28.935-04:00I'm so sorry Aubrey. I was hoping for a better...I'm so sorry Aubrey. I was hoping for a better report for you. Those two embryos still hold the chance of growing into your baby though. You've been through so much, but your determination is inspiring, and can only help you succeed in bringing home your precious baby someday. Thinking of you. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-5843330071357412172013-07-08T09:46:26.768-04:002013-07-08T09:46:26.768-04:00Oh man, I am so sorry Aubrey... i know how hard th...Oh man, I am so sorry Aubrey... i know how hard this must be for you guys... hang in there... sending hugs your way!shayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03343022560947651822noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-74520113610495171752013-07-08T00:38:10.712-04:002013-07-08T00:38:10.712-04:00I had that dreaded report too. One embryo out out...I had that dreaded report too. One embryo out out of 10 eggs. Aubrey, please do not give up hope. God works miracles and if my one lone embryo is still kicking, after four years of no bfps at all, God can do miracles with you. I am praying for you and hope you find some sort of peace through this. Big hugs to you dear.Risahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01134469272401945848noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-34187667053143720222013-07-07T22:26:27.765-04:002013-07-07T22:26:27.765-04:00You guys are doing all you can and giving it all y...You guys are doing all you can and giving it all you got. Wish you would have had better news today. Thinking of you and hoping you get lots of calm & patience sent to you while waiting for your next cycle. xoxoSallyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11544323816134342364noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-39161813811859563382013-07-07T21:42:56.298-04:002013-07-07T21:42:56.298-04:00So incredibly frustrating and heartbreaking when w...So incredibly frustrating and heartbreaking when we go through all of this, but don't get the best of news when it's all said and done. I'm so sorry you are having to go through all this. Enough of that crazy talk about not wanting to go on living though! When it comes down to it, those two embryos just might end up being your tame home baby one day. It only takes one. I admire you so much for being able to make such a quick decision to move forward with another cycle. I have no doubt you will do everything within your power to make this dream come true. You have lots of people praying for you, including me. Amberhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16507432917936364757noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-65667981833403920342013-07-07T19:54:56.454-04:002013-07-07T19:54:56.454-04:00I know you feel like you've been kicked down [...I know you feel like you've been kicked down [again], but when we are unfortunately handed these circumstances, we somehow get back up and do what we think we cannot do. I've been in this hurtful place, I'm sorry for your disappointment :/ Thinking about you and praying!Sarahhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06108451473506718750noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-23577075368188676352013-07-07T19:05:39.271-04:002013-07-07T19:05:39.271-04:00I am so sorry Aubrey. I am amazed at your strength...I am so sorry Aubrey. I am amazed at your strength to be able to keep moving forward in such difficult times. You are going to make an amazing mother someday my friend. I am wishing and praying for the best possible outcome for you my friend. xo<br /><br />"When there is no turning back, we should concern ourselves only with the best way of moving forward." -Paulo CoelhoGypsy Mamahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13026496787029080243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-63727513476498784642013-07-07T18:59:30.501-04:002013-07-07T18:59:30.501-04:00Thinking of you. Praying that your three and any o...Thinking of you. Praying that your three and any others that you guys make grow to be beautiful healthy babies. xoxoMelaniehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04189464031564433450noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-28450768514159928772013-07-07T18:42:02.882-04:002013-07-07T18:42:02.882-04:00I'm so sorry, girl. Praying for y'all, for...I'm so sorry, girl. Praying for y'all, for comfort & peace throughout this whole thing. I will pray for you & your husband & that all of this will result in a healthy pregnancy. Melissahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14815407660365883762noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-80175758709491791192013-07-07T18:34:21.995-04:002013-07-07T18:34:21.995-04:00I'm so, so sorry. There is nothing more frustr...I'm so, so sorry. There is nothing more frustrating than doing everything you can do and still not getting the payoff in the end. Wishing you the best in the not-so ideal situation! You deserve things to go your way!Emilyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13310213902755561015noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-18434035096870863652013-07-07T18:27:25.111-04:002013-07-07T18:27:25.111-04:00Aw Aubrey I'm so sorry. But it hasn't ende...Aw Aubrey I'm so sorry. But it hasn't ended, it's just taking a little bit longer and two batch of eggs.. One day you're going to look back and be thankful that you made this decision!<br />Much love!Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01354575101539835958noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-24387761176444677952013-07-07T18:17:17.084-04:002013-07-07T18:17:17.084-04:00Oh Aubrey. I hate this so, so, so much! Absolutely...Oh Aubrey. I hate this so, so, so much! Absolutely hate this for you! Wishing I could change things for you and your sweet husband! You do not deserve this! Love you my friend!Amandahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11657607481465480125noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7033610836184814981.post-64579051773489045312013-07-07T17:58:40.666-04:002013-07-07T17:58:40.666-04:00Hugs for you. Praying against the enemy giving you...Hugs for you. Praying against the enemy giving you feelings of failure, doubt, disappointment etc, b/c that is 100% not from the Lord. Praying for those sweet embryos too!!!Team Harrieshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00917069105126428150noreply@blogger.com